Sad Story

This morning I’ve been told by my spy that H.K already dun have ID to monitor internet access. So.. yahoooo! Semangat lah ckit aku nak buat keje…diselang seli dengan teraphy stress by internet surfing sekali sekala…Just sekali sekala la…

I just received an email from a friend and I was deeply touched by that from the bottom of my broken heart. I feel like tear filling up my eyes. Gosh, this is hurt. Sometimes you read something and it makes you stop and think.. Because it maybe has a close similarity to yourself, your friends or even your family. Do read this and share it with the people you love and wish this will never happened to your life as happened in one's life or maybe my life...

There was a blind man who hated himself just because he was blind. He hated everyone, except his loving girlfriend. She was always there for him and accepts who ever he is. He said that if he could only see the world, he would marry his girlfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to him and then he could see everything, including his girlfriend. The girl asked him “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?” The man was shocked when he saw her girlfriend was blind too, and refused to marry her.

His girlfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to him saying:
“TAKE CARE OF MY EYES PLEASE.”

This is how HUMANS CHANGE when their STATUS CHANGE. Only few remember what life was before, and who has always been there in the most painful situations. But most of people..NOT!

Holiday at Pangkor Island

After days of planning, we finally finished our 3 days and 2 nights holiday at Pangkor Island, Perak on 28th – 30th April. There were 11 of us – Syu, Syaz, Ct, Sam, Fitri, Fadly, Azam and me from KL, Es and Lynn from Kulim and Kakdek from Perak. With the commitment of our P.M – Es, we get lower price of package for this memorable vacation. It cost only RM190 per person for 3 days n 2 nites accommodation, meals, jungle tracking, boat rides, snorkeling, ferry fare, banana boat (I like that), BBQ and tour island.

We checked in at Horizon-Inn, Teluk Nipah and I must say that the resort was not too bad since we use it to mandi2 and tido only. Most of our times were filled with activities.

Right after arriving the resort, it’s mandi laut time! Actually the beach is just opposite the Horizon Inn. Best giler! It has been 2 years I didn’t go to cuti2 malaysia at beach.. The last time was at Langkawi Island.. We had mandi laut time until almost Margrib

That nite we went to pantai again, played ancient games like “pisang emas” “pijak kaki” and “cap calicap” games. Haha.. the last time I played this kind of games when I was in form 4 joining Pandu Puteri Camping. Unplanned activities, just to fullfil the first nite there. But it’s pretty enjoyed to recall those moments.

The next morning, after having breakfast, we went for 3km jungle tracking at Hutan Bukit Pinang. It was raining, so the tracking was a bit tough for me and was not as pleasant as I’d imagine. There were so many 'pacats' stick to our body. But it was still a special, adventure and memorable tracking. Our tracking start at 9:45am n end at 12:45pm. Next activity was boat trip around the sea and snorkeling after ate lunch looking forward to seeing the coral and fish. The fish were so colourful and so many varieties. Besides “ikan bandaran”, I dunno the name of d other fish I saw. Right after the snorkeling, we had enjoy ourselves with banana boat riding. It was so cool and was like roller coaster at Genting Theme Park.

Nite, it’s party time! BBQ dinner party! The food was awesome! There are udangs, sotongs, ketams and ikans. Plus nasi goreng and tomyam campur. But the seafood cant suit in my body. I am allergic to seafood things. Instantly, I got headache then, my face turns to red color as red as udang bakor. Then I balik resort, eating panadol then tido. Hehe… :) The last day in Pangkor, we had some shopping and we were picked up and driven to tour Pangkor Island and to Jetty.

Our 3 days and 2 nights we had there would be far too short and it is a memorable holiday.

Here are the pictures >> http://suhanaz.fotopages.com

Love Letter

Last Saturday I got 1 MPSJ Love Letter n Police Love Letter...and 2 days after again (yesterday), I got 1 MPSJ Love Letter on what stated in the Letter "Kesalahan Meletakkan Kenderaan di Tempat yang Tidak Dibenarkan". So the total saman I have now - THREE (3) in 4 days. MPSJ is really efficient in doing their job. Yesterday, I was parking my car outside the bank at USJ area and within 5 minutes when I came out, there's a love letter behind the wiper…and the officer look at me and just give me a very sincere smile. I appreciate that.. But I didn't appreciate the love letter I got. I planned to settle the payment by next week. But my ofismate – Tini said “abaikan jer”… Eh.. ko biar betol tini.. But after thinking of what Tini said, I decided to obey her advice and appreciate that so much. TQ.

Happy Monday

It's Monday again. 2 day weekends just aren't enough anymore for me. I need longer weekends. As usual, I never feel refreshed on Mondays. Kinda moody, lazy to start work. It's not a happy thing to be back at work when you feel that you haven't got enough rest for yourself. Feel sleepy. Damn sleepy now. I just can't be patience to wait at 5:30pm to go back home.

Instead of doing my work, I am updating my blog just for the sake of updating.

Last Friday nite, a big congratulation to Iszani (My officemate) and his wife on d wedding at Dewan Perdana Felda Jalan Semarak. Wish you have a beautiful life together.

Last Saturday nite I went out with a friend having dinner together at TGI Friday Subang Parade then lepak at Gazebo Subang.

Sunday morning settled some stuffs.. then went out watch Malay Movie "Mukhsin" at Sunway Pyramid. The last malay movie I watch was Buli Balik. I'm not so into malay movies actually. But this Mukhsin is a cool story. This is the "FIRST LOVE" story. Everyone must has a first love to talk about. This movie reminds me of my primary school days. I am sure, friends who involve in my primary school times will remember that momments oso when watching this movie. Too bad, I have lost contact with all of them. Never heard from them anymore. What can I say, how come this story be so real, so similar to what most of us have experienced? This story bring lotsa laughter from beginning to ending. Matter of fact, it focuses on the friendship between Mukhsin and Orked. I am highly recommend, to ppl out there esp who always say NO to malay movies, do watch Mukhsin! You won't regret that!

P/S to all "bujangan" boleh le amik inspirasi or start berangan from Iszani's grand ceremony. InsyaAllah.. It will come true. To a friend, thanx for the D&G t-shirt. I apprieciate that so much. Hope this friendship will never end.

Kereta ku hilang??!!

Petang tadi aku teman ofismate buat facial treatment di BaleSpa. Almost 2 hours jugak. Balik tu, as usual, i went to B3 parking to fetch my car. Masa tu dah pukul 8pm lebih la.. kete kat B3 tu biasanya tak banyak kalau malam. Boleh kira le.. i can say, it's less than 15 cars down there.. Keadaan di B3 mcm biasa..sunyi. Aku sorang2 pulak tu. Tiba2! Gosh! keretaku takde..sudah hilang. Cuak aku! Lepas tu aku nampak 2 security guard kat tangga parking tu. Takut lak nak approach them. Aku dapat rasa la dia leh nampak kecuakan aku. Dia datang ke arah aku.. n aku cuba explain dengan penuh panic nyer.. Tambah pening lak aku jadinya coz, security guards ntah apa punyer nationality ntah.. B.M tak paham.. B.I pun mcm mangkuk2..So tindakan seterusnya dengan kalutnya, aku call kawan bagitau peristiwa malang tidak berbau ni. Kawan aku tu leh buat cool jer.. Dia kata.."Relax.. tarik nafas panjang2.. naik balik lift tu, pastu tekan B2 button.. Cuba tengok, ada ke idak kete u depan lift B2 tu" Hehehe.. lupa lak today aku park kat B2.. Kawan aku tambah2 lagik..."Len kali kalau nak cari kete kat B3, dtg awal ckit keje.."Hehehe.. kantoi.. biasanya org yg dtg keje lambat jer parking kat B2 as B3 dah penuh. Kantoi!
Moral - Jgn cepat panic..

A Car

Chevrollete Aveo. I LIKE! It will be mine soon. AMIN.

Paku di Dinding...

Ada seorang pemuda yang sangat pemarah. Dia tidak dapat mengawal kemarahannya walaupun ianya hanya satu masalah kecil sahaja. Pada suatu hari, bapanya telah menghadiahkannya dengan seguni paku. "Untuk apakah paku-paku ini ayah?" tanya pemuda tersebut.

"Setiap kali kamu marah, kamu pakulah tembok batu di hadapan rumah kita ini, bagi melepaskan kemarahan mu" jawab bapanya.
Pada hari yang pertama sahaja, pemuda itu telah memaku sebanyak 37 batang paku pada tembok batu tersebut. Selepas beberapa minggu, setelah dia dapat mengurangkan kemarahannya, jumlah paku yang digunakan juga berkurangan. Dia mendapati, adalah lebih mudah mengawal kemarahannya dari memukul paku menembusi tembok batu tersebut. Akhirnya tibalah pada suatu hari, dimana pemuda tersebut tidak marah, walau sekali pun. Dia pun memberitahu bapanya mengenai perkara tersebut dengan gembira.
Bapanya mengucapkan tahniah dan menyuruh dia mencabut kembali paku itu satu persatu, pada setiap hari yang ia lalui tanpa kemarahan. Hari berganti hari, dan akhirnya dia berjaya mencabut kesemua paku-paku tersebut. Pemuda tersebut lantas memberitahu perkara tersebut kepada bapanya dengan bangganya.
Bapanya lantas memimpin tangannya ke tembok tersebut dan berkata, "Kau telah melakukannya dengan baik, anakku, tetapi lihatlah kesan lubang-lubang di tembok batu tersebut, tembok itu tidak akan kelihatan sama lagi seperti sebelumnya. Bila kau menyatakan sesuatu atau melakukan sesuatu ketika marah, ianya akan meninggalkan kesan parut dan luka, sama seperti ini."

"Kita boleh menikam seseorang dengan pisau dan membunuhnya. Tetapi ingatlah, seberapa kali pun kita memohon maaf dan menyesal atas perbuatan itu, namun lukanya masih tetap ada. Luka di hati adalah lebih pedih dari luka fizikal."

New Born

Welcome to the world!!

1. Nur Qistina Tasnim Binti Saifuddin - 24th January 2007
2. Nur Irdina Batrisya Binti Suwardi - 03rd February 2007

Auntie Sue now have to prepare 9 angpows for next hali laye... huhuhuhu

No turning back...

Salam...Hmmm.. lama tak update blog....I'm forcing myself to write again...my starting of 2007 was not so good...So much happens in my life lately....kereta buat hal..roadtax n insurans mati..which then coz me totally broke these days..gaji pun lambat lagi..uWAAaaaAaaa!...but the most sad thing is..when knowing 1 news..which cut me very very deep..only God knows..Most people don’t realize when they say something, promising something but they didn't accomplish it..they have actually hurt people's heart..Some people take it as an easy matter...But some not...It was very hard for me to accept that at first...i keep saying to myself..sooner or later it will happen n i have to accept that no matter what..but to face it in a short time is not as easy as to cure a physical wound..After much turning to God for help, I then actually received a lot of eye opening lessons. This is a valuable lessons for me indeed.... I believed that God has big plans for me.. that's why I had to go through this experience. I've started to move on already. Like my friends always say "No turning back PLEASE...". Thanx God i still do have friends who gave many advices to overcome d hurt inside. Thanx for Sara (4 telling me the news), Ct, Es, Niza, Tini and Kak Noly (my UUM's ex roomate..who always be with me when i need her)..Now.. i'm getting back my lost appetite.. what i have to do now is work..work..n work.

Regards,
SUE